.RamodeAmor.

Sometimes you wait too long to say something to a good friend.

Words like sister were used. Book shares, walks explored and fun times in the hospital; Not the last one but the one before it. Blown up glove balloons with strange faces drawn on them, a patient with a broken finger sitting in the room area beside ours.  

PS. You haven’t answered my last text message. 

Omar.

Quoting Vonnegut —  ( Slaughterhouse Five)                         1969

“The most important thing I learned on Tralfamadore was that when a person dies he only appears to die. He is still very much alive in the past, so it is very silly for people to cry at his funeral. All moments, past, present and future, always have existed, always will exist. The Tralfamadorians can look at all the different moments just that way we can look at a stretch of the Rocky Mountains, for instance. They can see how permanent all the moments are, and they can look at any moment that interests them. It is just an illusion we have here on Earth that one moment follows another one, like beads on a string, and that once a moment is gone it is gone forever.

When a Tralfamadorian sees a corpse, all he thinks is that the dead person is in bad condition in the particular moment, but that the same person is just fine in plenty of other moments. Now, when I myself hear that somebody is dead, I simply shrug and say what the Tralfamadorians say about dead people, which is “So it goes.”

                              - Billy writing a letter to a newspaper describing the Tralfamadorians